Wednesday, October 17, 2007

i'm okay...

Tonight I was driving home and all of the sudden a feeling of peace and content washed over me. I don't know where it came from...but it felt really good.

I realized that I'm basically starting my life over...everything is changing.

And I'm okay with that.

I read a post yesterday by Brandy that put some things into perspective.

I know that I have a great support system. In the past few months I have really realized how lucky I am to have the friends that I do. And all of this turmoil has actually helped an old friendship to be reconciled.

I have also made some great friends online. I have gotten so many supportive comments and emails. Thank you to all of know who you are.

I feel blessed.


brandy said...

Hey lady, I think I know what post you are talking about, I'm glad you found something in it. It's funny that you mentioned driving home and having this feeling, the same thing happened to me tonight. It's amazing how your feelings can change in an instant, isn't? Here's hoping the peaceful feeling stays!

Lindsay said...

Reading that? That brought me peace. Seriously. Thank you.

Michelle said...

i hope that soon i'm there with you girlfriend. but time heals all wounds. so that's what i'll have to wait for i guess.

we'll get thru it together :)

and i am so stealing that quote from your sidebar.

janet said...

I honestly think this is how the healing happens. Slowly, but steadily, and then you will have days where you are like, oh wow...I am okay. Life DOES go on!

And I know it will keep getting better for you!! :)

Lisa said...

You sound like you're well on your way to being okay. I'm sorry you're going through this, but know that there is something so much better waiting for you on the other side.

k said...

I was with my boyfriend for so much less time than you, but I know what you mean.

Those feelings of peace are few and far between, but I appreciate them a lot more now.